Love is not a utopian ideal to which I subscribe
My scars are too many for hope to survive
I threw myself away in a ditch of despair
He hurt me so bad and didn’t even care
The pain that tore through me, are you even aware
So I took it upon myself to wrap up my heart
Wrapped tight and secure, no one would know where to start
To hurt again in a world so dark
Is not a journey to which I will embark
He hurt me so bad and left an indelible mark
See not my sadness for I am ok
I am not weak for I was not made that way
I hate that I was swept up in the rapture
And exposed my fragile heart for capture
My blood vessels over love will never rupture